Okay , so i now have an effing blog! yeah...now what.
I am about to go to AZ, where it is 120 effing degrees. Were it not a family thing...even i am not crazy enough to do this. I am fat..fat..fat..right now..and really don't like myself all that much at the moment. I have dreams of Jenny Craig'n it again when i get home and losing ...mmmmm...12 lbs would be just about right. I would be much happier anyway. Don't even want to think about any Mennnnnnnnn right now..what a giant pain in my ass..usually not worth it. Just this thing where i love the ...beginning..shall we say..the anticipation..bah..Also...would really really love to smoke right about now..but alas...have quit smoking today too. My life...hmmmm.pretty simple rite now..& getting more so once i start jenny and cut back on the wine too. Is there anything i CAN do?? ha. yep..i can get my id card & a vaporizor!!! i can go swimming in the ocean..i can go to the tapping group..i can check out the new churchy place..i can go to the gym and do yoga & belly dancing & zumba!..Not bad for starters. I can do anything i want to do...yayyy me!
